so many things going thru his head now..at least there are something in there..
most of the times, those thoughts are not put into action. and he often had regrets about what can be done. This process always come after something had happened.
why can't he be more sensitive and sensible and put THIS process before rather than after?
happens for all things in his life..relationship, work, friends.
so many times he knew about the solution, the action to the problem, but he doesn't do it until the opportunity passes. blame it on his dependence for people around him, and these are hurting them, and failing him as well. He's not ready for anything yet. everything good that had happened to him, there's an assistance. He's a problem finder, not a problem solver. He always turns to his east, west, north, south whenever there is a problem. Never did he know, if there's no one out there, he will have a lot of trouble solving problems, if he ever did.
he has aspirations, he has plans, he procastinates, and he assumes all things will come good in the end. His actions, causes embarressment to others, hurts love ones. BUT, never did he intend to do that. He needs the voice, the push for him, to make the right decisions, say the right things and do the right stuff.
He's probably not ready for anything big at the moment. hopefully, he finds the him that he is. and start solving things to his advantage and not causing any disadvantage to his close ones.
