moved

in case .. just in case
anyone is still following this blog.

I've shifted to

http://www.twentyo23othree.blogspot.com/

after a delay...
once again updating my blog..

this week has been pretty good. did my career development review. good stuffs came out of it.

things come and go.. issues raised and settled... ability to know and solve..

confidence is very important to one's performance. Preparation is critical as well.

what I've learnt this week? never fail to prepare..and be confident in every task that you do..

nice lunch today.. and dinner too.. just great to have company.. thanks..

feelings...

so many things going thru his head now..at least there are something in there..

most of the times, those thoughts are not put into action. and he often had regrets about what can be done. This process always come after something had happened.

why can't he be more sensitive and sensible and put THIS process before rather than after?

happens for all things in his life..relationship, work, friends.

so many times he knew about the solution, the action to the problem, but he doesn't do it until the opportunity passes. blame it on his dependence for people around him, and these are hurting them, and failing him as well. He's not ready for anything yet. everything good that had happened to him, there's an assistance. He's a problem finder, not a problem solver. He always turns to his east, west, north, south whenever there is a problem. Never did he know, if there's no one out there, he will have a lot of trouble solving problems, if he ever did.

he has aspirations, he has plans, he procastinates, and he assumes all things will come good in the end. His actions, causes embarressment to others, hurts love ones. BUT, never did he intend to do that. He needs the voice, the push for him, to make the right decisions, say the right things and do the right stuff.

He's probably not ready for anything big at the moment. hopefully, he finds the him that he is. and start solving things to his advantage and not causing any disadvantage to his close ones.

all right..not the best

"how are you"?

normal answer will be "fine. good. thank you"

at the moment, I would be in the "all right.. not the best" mood..

I laze in bed every weekday morning, trying to find every reason not to go to work.

I wake up feeling "heavy in the heart" don't know what to expect for the day.

I think I had lost a bit of that motivation that drove me to complete the numerous projects I have in hand.

With this economy heartless situation, questions are not answered. more questions are asked

resolutions, ambitions.

what does it take to fulfil them? I just failed one simple resolution i had yesterday, all because of time management. Still, every small little thing needs a plan.

I've been searching online for my "dream". searching online to find ways to fulfil my next step . searching online for the effects of my next step.

How I actually want to do it, to take out a sum of money for to risk remains a mystery.

Everything is risky, do I have what it takes to conquer the risk?

I realise I'm still lazy.. not in the sense of slouching on the crouch but lazy as in trying to let everying solve on its own.. words like "see how it goes", "let's wait" and "maybe"

I NEED TO JUST DO IT! and DO IT RIGHT! in EVERYTHING.

Blue Mountains

drove up to Blue Mountains to celebrate Denise's 25th Birthday. apart from the weather: rainy, foggy and cold.. everything's relaxing. Actually, it was quite good - minus the extra concentration required to drive safely on the roads with limited visibility.

went for the couple spa retreat - 4 hrs which included a hot stone therapy, facial, hydrotherapy, hand and feet treatment for me, and deluxed pedicure for the birthday girl.

hot stone therapy was relaxing, soothing and we got a good massuer, which makes the experience even better.

hydrotherapy was Ok. almost out of breath with the small space and the steam going off.

facial was refreshing - hand and feet treatment is a treatment I won't do it again. Pain when they scrape the nails. you may be wondering - why did I do it? haha, because is all in a package. a couples package. I never know you could put mask on ur feet and hands..

stayed overnight and drove around the next day.. weather was still horrid.. on the way back, we saw 2 cars skidded off into the median vegetation. looks bad.
we got home safe and sound..